Go Back
by William Morgan
I must go back..,have to…,need to…,go back…,concentrate..,breathe…slow…,smell the roses- (BLOODRED)-…NO!…,blow out the -(BURNING)- candle..,focus-(BLOOD)-FOCUS!…no thoughts…no thoughts…thinking is…(PAIN)…STOP!…I must go back..I must!…please?…God? Can You hear me? Can You help me?…Satan? Is my soul damaged goods? No sale? Mom? Can you hear me up there?Please,…Help me go back…just a day…one lousy day…that’s all I need.Then,I swear, there’ll be no alcohol…no driving…-and I’ll have no blood on my hands…